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| My blog. Journal. Documentary. Life. Sometimes. |
| Hee hee. I've been getting showered with kind words from people lately. I have definately wore a smile more often these past few days than I have in a long time. As for the Entry Title, my left shoulder is bothering me. I was in a car accident back my Senior Year and my shoulder never quite properly healed. Every so often it just begins to throb and ache, and it has been doing so for the past couple of days. Ugh. So tired. Haven't been sleeping well lately. My nightmares are coming back more and more frequently and its just getting to a point where I'm waking myself up from them at least six or seven times a night, and when I do wake up I'm just anxious and unnerved. It's pushing me into exhaustion. I began writing this short story today. I'm gonna try to get it finished and polished so I can put it in my portfolio soon. I'll talk to you all soon. |
| Listening to X-Japan. If you haven't heard of them you should rectify that. Like right now. Granted, it's Japanese, but not all of us can be perfect. Kidding. Kidding. I spent a small portion of my night to an assignment of unimaginable boredom. For my CSE 180 Computer Literacy Course I had to do the most difficult thing I think I have ever accomplished on a computer or in life period. I underlined, and bolded four words. That's right. Four words. That was a weeks worth of work. 4 bold words and 4 underlined words. The world was crumbling down around me. Oh. 2 inch indentation, too. I thought I was going to die though because I didn't get the book(which I had to have copied by Alphagraphics) until today: the eve of the assignment's due date. I knew it wasn't going to be difficult, but I was afraid there was going to be a crap load of work for it. Oh well. Anyways. Not much else in the news of Shawn. Take care all and have a good night. |
| So I'm sitting here watching The Machinist. I have yet to get to its completion, but this movie is fucking nuts. Christian Bale himself looks like something out of a nightmare. He is almost unrecognizable in his lich like state. This is just disturbing. Gonna finish watching it now though. Away! //Adding on// So finished watching The Machinist. That was a pretty good movie. "A little bit of guilt goes a long way." So yeah. Don't have too much to talk about right now, so it's going to be a short night. Talk to you all later. |
| So...I'm now a criminal. I received a mark on my record tonight because I made the comment, "Oyasuminasai as the Japanese say." Oyasuminasai meaning "Good Night" in Japanese. Unfortunately, I forgot that foreign languages are not allowed in the scroll. So, I got busted by the man. Specifically a woman. My apologies Sarah Rae, for the comment and the extremely long blog comment I made. And now for some text message poetry: So sad am I, the ignored all night; Whoa! be the plight of the creature stole away from the radiant light of Heaven! In a darkened Hell, I do wait; 'till Virgil leads back, to Eden's path. I sent that to Jenna because she didn't call me back the other night. She thought I stole it from my English class LOL |
| Years ago I was searching the internet and found a site dedicated to a movie that was coming out. This movie was Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children. A movie based on one of my top three favorite games ever. I drooled over the small snippets of Sephiroth and Cloud. I danced in delight over the small scenes I was allowed to see during the trailers. And today, I finally got to see the whole movie in all of its glory. All I have to say is: greatest movie ever. Square could make crappy movies for the next ten years, and I wouldn't care. It was that good. I love life. |
| Okay, so you guys are stuck with me for another three months. I signed up for another three because I know that I have to keep my many adoring fans entertained! I envy my younger brother. He went to Chicago today with his girlfriend. Oh how I wish I could be there. The seasons should be beginning to change. Ohhh why do I have to be stuck in Arizona?! Yargh. Talk more soon. |
| I've finally went and bought some bike stuff! Boo-yah. Now I just need to pull the bike down and get to it. Think I'm gonna ride my bike down to Barnes and Noble. Gonna get to it. Write more when I get back. //Addition// The innertube is bad. Have to get a new one. So close! So far away! |
| Found a letter in my mailbox. Has anyone else received a letter from Sane Society? Asking me to come to their site. Odd... |
| Ugh. Hard tile floors are all I have to look forward to between my first and second class and its hour of free time. I sit close to a door that leads outside and it seems that the average male has to somehow express his strength by slamming it open as hard as he can. I think they do it so that everyone waiting in the hall will take a moment to look at them and wonder why they are such a douche bag. Feeling a little down today. The things I was somehow capable of pushing to the back of my head during the weekend are slowly beginning to infest my present mind. The past can't hurt me, but I can hurt myself with the past. It has a funny way about it to be sure. Today was a lecture about Keats in my Eng 222 class. What an amazing and tragic figure. Dies at the age of 26 from tuberculosis(sp?) which he contracted from his brother who he helped until his sivlings death. Some of the greatest poetry he wrote, he wrote with the knowledge that he would soon pass into death. He believed that an artist, poet, author, etc. was a being that lacked identity. Although capable of experiencing things that most others could not experience, and to see things in a way others could not, they were forced to give up their own individuality. He believed that the artist was more of a conduit for the emotions of the universe rather than a single entity. In place of wine and opiate he strove for solace in prose, the whole time desiring the peace the twilight of his life would bring. Amazing, indeed. When does the emotion of my life stop being art and begin to pitiable out-pourings? |
| Nothing quite like a Smashing Pumpkins song. Something about that band will always stay close to my heart. I'm about to head off for bed. Gonna see if I can't get a little closer to being finished with Star Wars: The New Jedi Order - Agents of Chaos: Hero's Trial. Try saying that one five times fast. Thank you guys for reading. It means a lot to me to hear feedback from all of you. Oyasuminasai(Good night)! |
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